Bear with me as I take a slight detour. I need to recount something that happened on Day 11 but it deserves its own post. It was a fail for me and especially today, with the reading about Lazarus and the rich man, important to bring to mind. I hope I can remember this lesson and be more prepared in the future.
On the front terrace of the Cathedral, there is a bench. When you move closer, it's actually a powerful reminder.
The statue is covered, except for the feet. Moving closer, you can see the nail marks. This picture is from the website. I didn't take one because there was something about it that made it seem not appropriate to stand and take a picture. I confess, I didn't really see it on the way in but I passed it again, twice, when I left to seek out the bathroom during Mass.
The Cathedral's bathroom is down the block at the parish center. The church security guards escorted me out and to the corner to point the direction, then watched as I walked in, waiting until I returned. I was grateful for what seemed to be extreme kindness to a visitor. Reflecting on it now, I realize it was more a statement on the area.
While the homeless population is lower than, say, Seattle, it is growing at a rapid rate in Vancouver. The lack of affordable housing combined with job instability means more people are on the streets.
When I was walking back into the Cathedral, I stopped to touch the nail mark on the feet. It brought tears. Such a good, visceral, reminder that Jesus is here, among us, in the poor and needy. He is with all of His children who struggle.
Finishing Mass and heading back outside, it was a shock to see that, in addition to Jesus on his bench, there were His actual children in need, lined up to ask for assistance. Because I was unprepared (ug...I wish we had brought about 10 of our homeless bags) and because there were so many people exiting, I could only catch one of the mothers' eyes and say God bless you. I know it's not what she was looking for but I do hope, at least in a small part, she felt seen by someone.
I suppose God placed this on my heart today, with the readings, and the happenstance appearance of our former pastor at 9:30 AM Mass (he's a regional vicar now so he floats parishes...I miss him and his wisdom and, perhaps less, his loudness and cartoon voices when reading - I was particularly annoyed with his Lazarus today but, I digress). What he said in his homily that was helpful is this...
Jesus told this story of Lazarus and the rich man and Luke recorded it to be read down through history, even reaching us today. Abraham told the rich man, " If they will not listen to Moses and the prophets (referring to the Jews of the time) neither will they be persuaded if someone should rise from the dead."
Father reiterated Abraham's question of the rich man to us - why/when will you be persuaded? Now, in our time, someone has risen from the dead (the teller of the story) and STILL we are not persuaded to change our lives. What, exactly, will it take for us to change our belief that wealth and power in this life is more meaningful than living for eternity? When will our decisions reflect exactly what we are chasing?
Father is a bit of a "tie up heavy burdens" sort sometimes because, really, what he's asking is impossible - to be fully persuaded. However, we can do a bit more than we are doing. From today's first reading :
Lying upon beds of ivory,
stretched comfortably on their couches,
they eat lambs taken from the flock,
and calves from the stall!
If this seems a bit like us - if we have more than we need while others lack (goods, food, security, love, self-respect) we can't continue...we must be persuaded. Today.
I looked into support programs for the homeless in Vancouver and I will give something to both of those I found. It won't be a lot but, in giving, I will be moving more towards the sharing side and away from the keeping/storing side. Yes, we need to keep enough to provide for those most immediate to us but, by saving up and storing, we take away the power of God to work big miracles in our lives (even the biggest miracle of forgoing comfort and power).
Father said we will be judged by the amount we give away. And, who knows? God is all about tying up the ends - perhaps that woman I saw will be served by one of those programs. Perhaps some amends can be made for not helping when I was in front of her. Perhaps, later, I can avoid the discussion with Abraham. Wouldn't that be something.
We are blessed.